Since we spoke a word…

It has been ages since we spoke a word…
It has been better that way I can say that,
Not a word, not a tear, not a fear to lose you with each word,
The distance we make with each utterance
Has come to a stand still.
No more eyes filled with water,
No more heart grieving with realization.
Silence is the rest house of sorrow.
But its also true that I live no more.
I am frozen in spirit .
The words cant you give me back ?
The pain cant we share ?
Coz living without is better than nothing I know of!
Every sigh is every assurance of my death.
Cant you speak a word once more ?
Cant you bring me back to life once again?
Now I close my eyes only to open at your voice.