Dive down my heart

With each moment I see life in a different light
A new scene a new beginning a new life
With each experience I feel the complexities of life
But it also unfolds the simplicity that others fail to notice
Once I was I ,today I am me
Tomorrow I will be another I
But if u have to search I in me dive down my heart
The heart is only simple and true
The mind is what it makes it complex
Emotions and thinking is a deadly combination
If you truly search in the heart
You might find the answer to your search
I might find the answer to my search
And our search might take a new course
We might begin our journey together
Or we might just discover the distance
Life unfolds whats best for us…

Since we spoke a word…

It has been ages since we spoke a word…
It has been better that way I can say that,
Not a word, not a tear, not a fear to lose you with each word,
The distance we make with each utterance
Has come to a stand still.
No more eyes filled with water,
No more heart grieving with realization.
Silence is the rest house of sorrow.
But its also true that I live no more.
I am frozen in spirit .
The words cant you give me back ?
The pain cant we share ?
Coz living without is better than nothing I know of!
Every sigh is every assurance of my death.
Cant you speak a word once more ?
Cant you bring me back to life once again?
Now I close my eyes only to open at your voice.

Kite Runner

No more kite runners round the corner,
No more screams of joy at the sight of detachment.
Only busy runners spotted all over the path,
Running in search of what can never be achieved forever.
Happiness is what people chase,
Joy is missing its days of splender.
The string attached to the kite is long lost,
Coz the hand has found a new thread of life.
No more the kite flies as the boy wants it to fly;
It is set free,
But the boy has been imprisonment at his own wish.

The Loss is a Realization

There was light where I lay,
Nothing was visible except fog.
The blinding light became even brighter day by day,
Hour by hour, moment by moment
Till I saw the light but this time the light was not as bright.

It was a clear day,I saw myself,
Found my identity.
My world started that second.
Everything so new yet known;
Its as if reliving the things that I have had already.

Something seems to be missing still,the mysterious blinding bright light;
It had saved me from every pain, every suffering.

Now I realize the new found happiness a facade.
The loss is a realization.
I begin a new journey.
I begin a new search.

Sorry,I can't love you..!As i have come across better

''...There was a lot of kissing,jumping on the bed,partying out,eating out and everything...''This line sums up the Durjoy Dutta and Maanvi Ahuja firstborn Of Course I love You..!Till I find Someone better...Only I disagree with the ''and everything'' part which according to me should have been ''and nothing''.Those who like it(yes there are many because the cover page boldly claims the novel to be 'A National Bestseller') might argue with me about the multiple issues they have found interesting such as the contemporary ideas,the actual picture of the society and of course the lofty issues of a boy's growth(...umm 'boy'! nope Dev cannot be spared by this noun...'Man' might suit better...if manliness pertains to...you know what I mean).Chill buddies,its not an offence to like a ''f*****' (this is quoted from the novel...please do not block me...please please)Ok I must give my reasons for not liking the book.Actually I didn't find reasons enough to like it.There is nothing new in the story;the plot is sluggish,the protagonist is smart and sissy(nothing identifiable or unidentifiable),he is through out hanging out,eating out,jumping out and there is nothing of his 'in'ner self.The depth is missing and therefore it falls flat.Of course Durjoy Dutta and Maanvi Ahuja are not as turn off as their first book.Though the new arrival of Chetan Bhagat likes are fast making their mark yet they lack most of their pathfinder's skill.(though I haven't read many belonging to this group yet with the puny amount I have come to this conclusion)Hope I will be proved wrong or will be as happy...